House of Fear

I feel like I'm hardly breathing About to jump out of my chest, the way my heart is beating Just walking up these steps I've gone beyond reason Cause embarking on this trip is not at all pleasing Yeah, cause I don't know if I'll make it through I'm about to walk up in the doorway, not afraid to lose All I know is he's been waiting for me just to make a move So I'm coming to get 'em with venom, ain't holding back, I'm breaking through Yeah, yeah man, I've tried my best Tryna shake this feeling Thought I could just stay away And not have to face the villain So instead of concealing my tears, praying for hope to appear I'm here to evoke my own fears and no longer stray from the healing Cause I can't go back, yeah I'm no longer running I will attack, no, you don't really want it Cause I'm confronting and hunting everything that I never wanted to see the light of day I'm coming with the might of David All the years that I have wasted All the fears that I'm encased with Brought me here cause I am facing all of them Cause I'm embracing everything that I've been chased with I'm here to come face-to-face with I'm smashing through the pavement and I'm blasting through the basement Cause I'm revealing everything and no, I won't be quiet Cause this is my house now and I will not keep silent I ain't gonna hide it, I'll fight it, cause I ain't leaving here I'm never returning home, I'm living in a house of fear! I'm living in a house of fear! J-Vil J-Vil J-Vil J-Vil Yeah, end of the chapter, but I gotta turn the page Life continues on even at an older age I swear I had more time on the clock as I begin the fade Meanwhile, the skeletons in my closet take center stage I rise above my opponent, only seconds remain Will I just pass it off or will this be the one I drain? My whole life has been a replay of all my mistakes So I'm taking the shot midair, calling it game!