Dimensional Turmoil

Tell me all about it Falling out my state of limbo With all my doubts I made official All I can show is the growth You was paying for it the most Only forward we go At it alone Only then am I dreading what's up ahead My vision tears Need my mind back For he who cares I was not that We declare that time act as a cage Captured by age Was it love if it leave you unscathed Seeing us on one page But on the other we was clueless of each other Before you go I propose from outside the fishbowl And give the dice a blow with every roll Whatever thicken my chances Given glances at the world that would spawn from my choice To have and destroy The paths of a boy Now this grasp on my voice Speak maturity Busy watching what ifs Never content with currently Getting hurt to see Still leave scars if they caused inadvertently And still never deserted me My plague is Living like I'm in constant danger Rifts open seeing how this would play if we was strangers Got me sick to my stomach Picking and plucking all my false steps that got us here All my flaws like I aint hear You think the devil never seen his self in the mirror As we would clash wear my smile as a mask And to the tile with my ash Another sucka problem Like to say I understand But I cant fucking call it My head a mesh of dimensions One I enter then the rest is all that I remember But who to tell Body hold together pieces of myself Appreciate you thinking you can help Misdirection got me seeking only wealth Love out loud impeding on my stealth But it's prolly better for my health Appreciate you thinking you can help Misdirection got me seeking only wealth Love out loud impeding on my stealth But it's prolly better for my health Misdirection got me seeking only wealth Love out loud impeding on my stealth But it's prolly better for my health