Victory Screech/Down Bad

Til I can still feel you when I leave Til they mistake your scent for me But please turn the other cheek When it's time to watch me bleed You don't need to see me like that I tell you I'll be right back Tears in my eyes you know im lying I'm sorry but who am I to tell you that I'm dying End is nigh My head high Fantasize With a pretty priced soul We can pay the escape route take two Plinking into the rhythm of the same loops Hold me till we hit the bottom Out of it she tryna talk me Told her cut the shit like enterotomy Forget the truth Keeping you alive my only policy I say this responsibly I was steeped in this land of greed But ironically I was hooked on your autonomy So keep it up when I'm gone Found myself staying long Just to hear your voice Not for the advice just cuz it's nice to hear my name on your tongue Backtracking in a profession destined to keep my heart blackened Drugs do the same to my lungs Shots in the dark from Rebel scum And if you wanna tell my Stories tell this one I'd take my hand brush the hair from your face Flash a smile And run to the same shit I did to push you away But you would hold me And console me on how you know im so much more than my pursuit of payment You can say you changed the way I look upon my repercussions A need for substances but you changed the meaning of it You leaning in to kiss me In your lap I drop a stack of 50's My other hand around your hip Your forehead to my lips It gets harder for you and I to say goodbye Cuz one of these days it'll be for good Hold me I tell you it's okay hoping maybe it would All work out and I'd be in your arms forever Turn everything off so we can just be here lost together Let's enjoy the moment Hold me Til I can still feel you when I leave Til they mistake your scent for me But please turn the other cheek When it's time to watch me bleed You don't need to see me like that I tell you I'll be right back Tears in my eyes you know im lying I'm sorry but who am I to tell you I'm dying It's you my dear Felt like years You at the forefront of my thinkin Who would've known that we would meet again On this plane Days Before the magic had happened Before all I had time for was rappin Before I could have imagined what's it's like to live separately I just don't want this to be how you remember me But a shadow Heart closed mind shallow Retrospection lookin better than ever Feelin like I just met her But something tell me you had been here forever Countin precious seconds maybe we can spend em together You know Let me learn you Everything comes full circle Jumped in headfirst through determination Now I'm suffocating in this pool of my own creation Give it all just to have you for a little They envy me at the top But I got you caught up in the middle They want me they could at least get the nose right All I saw was light Couldn't tell it got darker on the other side Now here we are Waitin as I get taken on this round trip You found shit as I'd deny it Time for my trial by fire You make me human I'll face the music to make sure I don't see you soon And before my life get taken can break these numbers out this bacon And I'm responsible for all this shit But when I get worked up It just sends me into a coughing fit I sit and grip and my chest If you live to be impressed Then wait until tonight Then you can make off with the rest