Wasn't Supposed to Rap Today

Yeah, yeah I wasn't even supposed to rap today For real, I wasn't Reminiscing to back when I had no tension in my life, no strife, this shit was pure I was a purist It was therapeutic in mirrors, I got near and everybody tryna hop in the back So many thoughts I couldn't hop on a track But the reason we breathing is me this far, could lead a bar If you delete the beat could speak to CPR Give me a single reason I should even see regard for human life You like if we got completely odd I'm only out of my mind a couple of times It's just a luxury, good enemies and bad friends, both of them showing love to me Wonder where we went wrong, was stepping to the wrong drum It just kicked in, my producer don't even f*ck with me, damn Ain't even wanna grip a pencil, all the music aside, the loyalty is instrumental Damn, all these patterns in my mental, when it's mental I don't got a base, it's just a stencil Like bass without the treble and Mase, without a temple Replace all the commotion with grace, it seems so simple I'ma gather all the plates, made em' hate what's on the menu, wasn't even supposed to rap inside this venue, f*ck I wasn't even supposed to rap today 10 o'clock, I was praying on a drop, believe it or not was scheduled off I wasn't even supposed to rap today Damn, I'm just chillin' on a Saturday I'm just chillin' man, I wasn't even supposed to rap today 10 o'clock, I was praying on a drop, believe it or not was scheduled off I wasn't even supposed to rap today Could've picked another time, f*ck it Uh, yeah, the tide changing, forever cycle to make it, we spending all the time to live and no time for the innovation This is God risen, show them the signs like they could not listen Rainfall, head in the gutter more than the ostriches I'm stretching my schedule more than I'm etching my business Blueprints, tryna have leap years and five digits every single day that I'm here Money preposterous, they hold the shift when they speak, me I'm the opposite Your vision is monochrome, everything I'm speaking makes sense, my words monetized, I'm in a monotone, I see the lanes that they in, I'm up in mine alone, Macaulay Culkin how often I spend my time at home I'm authentic, real name, no gimmicks, no game, no scrimmage I ain't playing unless it's money involved You hear the counter counting, ones, twos and every interval, Came up short and didn't pout about it Wasn't even supposed to rap and got a double shift, any blessings I pass them on and I double it 12 o'clock I was praying for an op, believe it or not if we ain't eye to eye I promise I got love to give Yeah, uh, wasn't even supposed to rap today Came in on my day off Cause I love this shit, uh