His Side of the Story

Tell me what you mean every time you say that shit You keep dishing so much hate every time you grow suspicious of me And yea so I maybe fucked a Bitch or two It was my coping mechanism just to deal with your abuse You used to weaponize the law weekly like a routine A white privilege power card just to feel seen And did you ever think about just how that'd made me feel A daily existential crisis while I struggle to pay bills No you didn't Just admit it You would plot since the beginning Like the time you called my ex That's when Joey said to quit it Wish I listened Pussy power was conditioning My senses to submit On some Will and Jada shit RIP to old me that nigga tried his best And when you seem to love too hard Becoming more obsessed That shit will having doing things you never thought you would So desperate for connection but your pain's misunderstood Smashing and attacking she said f*ck ya family picture There you go again just talking shit about my sister You better watch ya mouth when you speak about my blood Then she threw me on the bed and told me f*ck me like a slut I just need a nut when it comes to those occasions I'd always try my best just to avoid those situations I beat that pussy up because she needed some persuasion And I was sure to hit it like a foreign invasion Invasion Like a foreign invasion Invasion Class A manipulation Manipulation World class manipulation Manipulation And when we used to pillow talk she'd look inside my eyes And say I just want your baby so just go on nut inside I don't care about you nigga but I will take ya baby Raise it with momma, but you'll always be my maybe That shit gave me some trauma I won't lie it kinda hurt Just coming from ya main chick that's a little too perverse I'd have these introspective thoughts while coming home from work Am I just good for dick cause what she told me really hurts And I could've loved you better Should've given you my sweater Been in therapy together Knew this couldn't last forever Loving you brought out my demons Now I recognize and see them Got a blueprint to destroy them You were the demon that I need to Understand the dark That I kept in my heart Cause true love ain't cold I know this in my soul In my soul I know this in my soul