Wishing Wells

We were just in love a couple years ago Back in 2020 when I should've known The chances of this ending in destruction Was based upon a false sense of devotion You were immature And I was full of flaws I would wanna text you While you would wanna call Our fights were elevating like we're Russian Wishing that I would've stayed like Sweden Right now When I think about you my heart palpitates Like when I try to cry my tears evaporate And they could fill these wells I could drown myself but that's too cowardly I'm just said the love died between you and me We never took the time to just give each other space That was what I needed and now I think it's too late You redirect your anger to attack me Baby please calm down I said I'm sorry How many times you gotta try to hit my face I should've walked away I wish I walked away I'm only yelling cause you won't stop screaming Baby please calm down I didn't mean it I wish we were in love When I think about you my heart palpitates Like when I try to cry my tears evaporate And they could fill a million wells I could drown myself but that's too cowardly I'm just sad the love died between you and me I wish that I could hide the truth I wish that I just hated you I wish we never fell in love I wish I never lied to you I wish your mother loved you more I wish you made some better friends I hope you get the help you need I wish that we did not pretend That everything was fine even though it never was Since the day you came into my life I lied to everyone That included me myself and I Now I talk to God each night Asking him when did I lose sight of what's wrong And what is right I wish we were in love When I think about you my heart palpitates Like when I try to cry my tears evaporate And they could fill a million wells I could drown myself but that's too cowardly I'm just sad the love died between you and me I wish we were in love When I think about you my heart palpitates Like when I try to cry my tears evaporate And they could fill a million wells I could drown myself but that's too cowardly I'm just sad the love died between you and me