Losing Faith

I got a lot of shit up on my plate Each and every single day Never thought I'd be the one To get in the way of my niggas who get it they way Nah, this ain't Burger King Back on my bully, I need me like 23 rings Blunt of the Russian wit the cream If you ain't dripping around me Just know we can never be seen I got a lot of shit up on my plate And it's weighing on my mind Never thought I'd be the one Until October came around and my momma had died I had really been defeat So I had thought til my family made me get up on my feet I seen the pain in they eyes and from that moment on Man I knew I could never be weak But it's a long road for a shackled soul Got a ball and chain round my ankle tho They can try to stop me if they wasn't slow But I be lapping niggas in these Gucci loafs Man I pray to god they never lacking though Cause if they actin up I let the choppa let blow Stack a lot of blue for when the feelings low And I could never really get to attached to hoes, no Cause it's a lot of them sinning Try to forget but never be forgiving Know that they only seen you when you winning Of course they around, nigga that's a given Lotta these bitches be lying and cheating And tricking niggas on the side Niggas be doing the same So everybody really losing they mind Losing my faith I done really done a lot of wrong up in my day But always went out of my way Trying care for the ones that I loved but some went away Aye Looking in front of me I see a lot of my niggas is fading away or they gone Some of the time it's on them but then some of the time I had did that shit all on my own Really speaking from my heart I know you can never believe me again, I was wrong I didn't stand on my word And that had really went and broke the woman that I loved I was ashamed of myself in a moment that I can't ever say I been through Life had dragged me down through the mud To some places I ain't ever been to God picked me up Dust my shoulders off Asked me boy what you gon do After that conversation I just gathered myself and then went let my pen loose Never knew the way a nigga could love you That's until I had loved you I know I made a promise and it hurt you to see it when I didn't come through Much obliged, girl, I'll be gone I ain't trying to lengthen the pain too Imma get better and get it together I guess that's the shit that I can do Working harder for myself and committing to goals The hustle continue Tryna go places with music and while I be working, cause nigga the rent due Plus I be stunting balenciaga nigga couldn't be shopping at J Crew Way I got niggas shaking when I hit the line They compare me to Unc Drew Losing my faith I done really done a lot of wrong up in my day But always went out of my way Trying care for the ones that I loved but some went away But it's a long road for a shackled soul Got a ball and chain around my ankle tho They could try to stop me but I'm never stopping Til the day I'm knocking on heaven doors Man I pray to god they never lacking tho Cause if they actin up I let the choppa blow Stack a lot of blue for when the feelings low I could never really get attached to hoes, no Cause it's a lot of em sinning Try to forget but never be forgetting Know that they only seen you when you winning Of course they around nigga, that's a given Lotta these niggas be lying and cheating And tricking bitches on the side Bitches be doing the same So everybody really losing they minds