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I feel bad will you tell me when it's bad enough All I've had I guess that it's finally adding up Don't come back I guess I'm not the only one who's had enough we're so fucking bad at love I'm glad to see you pack it up You put a hole in the wall I'm tryna fill up a hole in my chest I don't got no one to call everyone already knows I'm depressed Why'd I abstain from my medicine I should go to sleep before I take it to the head again Everybody knows my demons let em in For everything lost man I better win Breaking down for strangers It would have made you proud Giving off a sense of danger with what I say out loud Damn that's embarrassing I know these walls aren't as thick in comparison Roommates are hearing the shit that I'm sharing in sessions My therapist asking me questions I smoke and drink to confessions at night Beat myself up when there's no one to fight With nobody left will I be alright I stay awake til there's no one in sight stare in the dark and I wait for the light Hoping my heart will someday be as bright Burn holes in the sky when I wanna breathe I don't wanna die but I wanna leave I feel bad will you tell me when it's bad enough All I've had I guess that it's finally adding up Don't come back I guess I'm not the only one who's had enough we're so fucking bad at love I'm glad to see you pack it up Nothing I need to be told really I'm just feeling old Realizing mistakes and all the consequences that they hold Standing on my own two Stumble as I go through Wishing to myself sometimes that I'd have never known you