Driveway.

I drove down your road tonight for the first time since you left I pulled up to your driveway and your mom told me come in I sat down on the couch next to your mom and Glen And I couldn't help but think of how it was back then They said if I ever need a place to stay just let em know I told em that I hated that you're just another hoe They said it was good to see me then I said I gotta go Your mom thought it was funny I still parked down by the road I said old habits, ah dammit I forgot how tough that bolt lock on your door is when I grabbed it I didn't know it'd be so painful dropping off your jacket I'll never have happiness like I had it I hate myself but I hate you more You used to be the person I adored Now you're nothing more than a whore It was cute when you snored Now I'm laying on the floor I just took a little more, now it's four I don't sleep anymore, I ignore Everyone, everyday, every night, In my head it's a war Still remember what you wore, on our first date, that's before All our nights we'd explore haunted bridges, jails and more I wanna die, I'm sorry Lord I'mma fall on my sword, let me bleed, see the gore Feel the blade in my core, I can't go to the stores where we went anymore My life these days is so different It's nothing like I expected I never would have picked this You're eating me up like a sickness I wish I could just wipe my brain clean Forget all the things that I've seen Everyday is dark as Halloween But f*ck all your tricks and your treats! Now I'm popping bottles to solve all my problems Can't stop feeling awful, my life's on its side horizontal know I'm gonna crash but I step on the throttle Our love was a novel but now it's a fossil Why are you so hostile? You were my gospel, I was your apostle You played with me like my heart was a console Played with me like Plato, I'm your Aristotle You ripped out my heart from my chest From the start to the end, I thought I was your man Now we're not even friends and I cannot pretend That I'm not in my head and I always feel dead Wish that I could forget all the things that you said that we did with your dad, with your kids that I won't see again Fuckin