EVERYBODY

Yeah I just laid down and I wanna get some rest But I'm being suffocated by this pressure on my chest I'm sweating beads so I just get back up and get dressed Sleep is off the table when you're this broken I guess Wish I could just shut my brain off and just have some peace and quiet But I always hear these voices, have these thoughts, I swear I'm dying The whisky helps me sleep, it's like I'm on a liquid diet I'm far from perfect, got my problems but I won't deny it Cause Everybody's fake, everybody lies Everybody lives and then everybody dies Everybody breaks down, everybody cries Everybody falls but everybody doesn't rise I got so much pain, you can see it in my eyes After all of my f*ck ups you'd think that I'd be wise After all of this heartbreak and all of this demise I hate everybody and you shouldn't be surprised Some people check up on me and ask me how I'm doing I tell em' that I'm fine cause I don't wanna say I'm losing I'm always numb and distant, this ain't me, it's so confusing Life is passing by but I don't care cause I'm just cruising I said that I was broken and I still am I told you all about it, made an album I still wake up broken every AM I'm drowning everyday and I can't swim Cause Everybody's fake, everybody lies Everybody lives and then everybody dies Everybody breaks down, everybody cries Everybody falls but everybody doesn't rise I got so much pain, you can see it in my eyes After all of my f*ck ups you'd think that I'd be wise After all of this heartbreak and all of this demise I hate everybody and you shouldn't be surprised Yeah girl you can hate me but it doesn't change the facts I'm the monster you created, hear me dying on these tracks I shoulda known you'd break me, now I do just looking back I shouldn't be surprised cause you're the toxic I attract Yeah you can trash me to my family but c'mon let's be honest I still did you a favor even though you broke your promise Not that it matters, I won't get into it on this I don't know why I still got these damn rocks in my pocket I kiss em' then I drop em' in I got no self confidence You told me that you wanted this I guess that's what the problem is You changed up quick and flipped the script Cut me off and took off quick I'm alone now but I guess it's best I hate your guts but I miss your kids It hurts to know they don't remember me To them I'm a suppressed memory Lost documentary, they don't know my identity I'm so fucked up mentally, shot to the brain like I'm Kennedy Cause Everybody's fake, everybody lies Everybody lives and then everybody dies Everybody breaks down, everybody cries Everybody falls but everybody doesn't rise I got so much pain, you can see it in my eyes After all of my f*ck ups you'd think that I'd be wise After all of this heartbreak and all of this demise I hate everybody and you shouldn't be surprised I'm always numb like I'm on a nova cane Shot straight to the brain, I'm so insane Going crazy every day, Hyde and Jecal not the same Different people same brain, yeah look what I became Playing spades in the rain, racing lanes to the grave Inflate like I'm bane, you can take it to the bank I'll take all the blame but know that you changed b This is what you made me