Going Off The Deep End

I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason I've been trying not I've been trying not to go off the deep end And lately I haven't been sleeping Up all night wrestling my demons And writing songs that have a lotta meaning When I sleep I dream and when I dream I scream and when I scream it seems that I'm in between Falling off the deep end or straight up jumping My headphones on with a sad beat bumping Every song I hear makes me think of you, it's true I knew without you, that I'd go through A few blue nights, sitting in my room under a few blue lights I sat down tonight to write another few lines, about our two lives And how the time flies It's already been three weeks since the day that I told you bye I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason I've been trying not Did you plan on hurting me? Making me fall in love then deserting me? She don't even need this verse to see That no matter what for her I'd bleed And I know I need to work on me Cause without her I can barely breathe Trynna catch a breath I'm on my knees I can't believe she saw what we could be Then locked my heart in a chest and threw away the key She's my Calypso, I'm her Davy Jones It feels like eighty stones are breaking my bones I tried to see her but she told me no She turned her cold shoulder and now I'm froze I wanna be there, damn I hate these phones! Together eight months but today she's gone Now I can't compose myself without a daily dose It drives me crazy though, just the way she knows I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason I've been trying not Losing you baby was my biggest fear You were there for me when I lost my career I remember the things you whispered in my ear I got attached and thought you were sincere Now I can see your intentions were clear I go through our pics and start wiping my tears Remember the day that we froze on Lanier? Now I hate that lake cause we always went there Now I just feel like I'm drowning in whiskey I'm unwound and dizzy I'm down and I wish she Was round here to kiss me This town is so empty She bounced and I'm shitty I frown and I'm pissy I found that without her I gotta stay busy I miss the sound of her saying she missed me But I guess she forgot how she felt when she met me! I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason I've been trying not to