Lately

I know I like to battle and tell you I’m not a fault I know I hide emotions I keep them locked in a vault I know I do the shit that I said I never would start you dropping on the floor crying out your breaking my heart man it’s pointless apologizing cause I hurt you again I get lost when we screaming back and forth getting so intense then you threaten that your leaving and moving in with your friend let you go out of anger like dammit what did I beginning I say Lately I’ve been missing you so bad I just wanna take back what we had Lately everything’s feeling so dark How the f*ck did I let us fall apart Lately haven’t really felt like myself Friends hit me up but they never can help Lately I just wanna see you again Hurts when you hit me with lets just be friends you say we not the same but we different I’m so obsessed with this vision I can’t keep making you happy and still go handle my business pain keep stacking like dishes we both be saying we’ll fix this but ever fight be more vicious our kisses cold like the fridge is got me thinking guess I’m just not made to love cause every time I’m close go and leave you with a cut didn’t feel you were enough felt I left you in the dust girl I swear that wasn’t true I loved more than any buzz so pour these drinks to numb the pain ignoring friends cause no one stays y’all like to party every night but I hate people acting fake saw your smile slowly fade now I see its gone away that’s the thing that hurts the most cause girl your smile made my day Now we’re pictures on my phone and memories that never leave We’re falling back to earth like when the cold air hit these leaves I know I loved and lost my chest is tight it’s hard to breath The only time we talk is when I see you in my dreams Lately I’ve been missing you so bad I just wanna take back what we had Lately everything’s feeling so dark How the f*ck did I let us fall apart Lately haven’t really felt like myself Friends hit me up but they never can help Lately I just wanna see you again Hurts when you hit me with lets just be friends