Doubt

There are moments When people will try to bring you down They try to question your ability to succeed And once you finally make it Those that were there from the beginning Are your true friends You feel me? I mean I do wonder how many people Still really believe in me Believe in me Believe in me I mean I do wonder how many people Still really believe in me Believe in me Believe in me I’m aiming for the biggest stage I’m talking rap shows Hitting double platinum on an album That’s a rap goal I got from J Cole When 2014 forest hills went double platinum With no features that’s amazing I got it playing on repeat while lifting weights in I mean patience I ain't trying to rush Don’t want to be a one-hit wonder I ain't trying to bust like Greg Oden I mean no disrespect I’m just trying to be like Michael Jordan In the rap scene that’s a hurdle I’ve been facing all this competition like a Persian I’m a different person, when I rap Experimenting styles to use on each track Releasing a better version of me like an app Constantly updating so I can Show you I’m improving on and I'm formulating A plan to conquer these lands I’m building relationships that’ll never break No matter how long it takes for time to pass Overthinking cause you can’t easily trust The people you just met to even lend a hand I’m trying to avoid being stabbed on the back Like sticking out a fork to eat a salad (Caesar) Let the beat ride Reflect on your mind (Reflect on your mind) Don’t worry about anything Cause everything’s fine (Everything’s fine) You just got to let go and relax Cause you’re not inclined (You’re not inclined) To change how you think and doubt on yourself Do not waste your time (Do not waste your time) I mean I do wonder how many people Still really believe in me Believe in me Believe in me I mean I do wonder how many people Still really believe in me Believe in me Believe in me I already dropped the microphone once Blamed it on my writer’s block for months But I kept telling myself that I’d make it Even if I never posted on Any platform my channel's getting rusty Last song on Soundcloud was 2013 Living in a fantasy now who would draft me Ratings probably low but my potential’s like draft beer Though it’s still fresher than your canned drinks Overflowing so the glass is never empty Over criticizing what I create Even if I love what I’m doing That’s when I started to reflect on Why I stopped cause I kept on Comparing my tracks to them hit songs Like I’m at the top though there was a gap Between what I’ve been listening and What’s coming out of my mouth Like I’m vomiting out my tolerance is too low So I need to slowly build it up again Just another analogy but the same thing goes for Every time that I ain't holding my pen So I’m never dropping it I’m confident Pop the cap while I’m locking in my paper pad Better to start writing shit so I can catch up To all of those years that I have surely wasted Let the beat ride Reflect on your mind (Reflect on your mind) Don’t worry about anything Cause everything’s fine (Everything’s fine) You just got to let go and relax Cause you’re not inclined (You’re not inclined) To change how you think and doubt on yourself Do not waste your time (Do not waste your time) I mean I do wonder how many people Still really believe in me Believe in me Believe in me I mean I do wonder how many people Still really believe in me Believe in me Believe in me Only thing stopping you is your mind Like perceptions and the views on your life Saying one thing but always doing another Never met between like two parallel lines Cause your heart and your mind Got different kinds of beliefs It’s amazing how they never agree Like two couples about to break Cause there ain't no other way or reason to stay Cause they’re too tired so they leave And I’m tired to believe so I doubted myself But I’m in love with this shit I came back for it then, so I’m back for it now I deserve to be crowned we can duke it out To see who is ruling the crowd Also moving the crowd with the words that we say Rap a verse or two about our emotional state Inspiring the youth and those still listening Motivating y'all but we don’t say what we mean But we do what we preach and that’s all that you need Cause mindset ain't enough if you want to achieve Everything on your list You just have to go for it It’s normal to overthink but don’t let that impinge All the choices you make or the things that your dream People are opinionated that shouldn’t be hindering Cause as what Will has said It’s okay to do it scared than doing nothing at all And regret in the end Let the beat ride Reflect on your mind (Reflect on your mind) Don’t worry about anything Cause everything’s fine (Everything’s fine) You just got to let go and relax Cause you’re not inclined (You’re not inclined) To change how you think and doubt on yourself Do not waste your time (Do not waste your time)