Blue Dreamz

I'm tryna get off them blue dreamz Whole lotta shit I gotta say Reminiscing 'bout them days When it was hard to make a plate But now I do it on my own And I'm just really out the way I wonder if they hear me out 'Cause I'm talkin' 'bout my pain I was talkin' 'bout my pain Tryna chase a better life It was hopeless, now it's worse When I heard my uncle died I told the Lord I won't sin again But you know that is a lie You can tell if I'm hurt If you look straight up to my eyes I'm a kid full of pain Man, I really wonder why I'm just tryna be happy But then it's turning to a fight I know things had been different But I just wish it can turn right The old me fucked me up Now I just have to decide All this pain I feel inside I'm just tryna get rid of it Every time I lose one It just keeps on adding up This shit really got me stuck I don't know what to do If I tell you 'bout my life Swear to God, you will get blues This shit really got me sick Gettin' worse than just a flu All this shit that I done rapped I just spoke 'bout the truth The more you grow up, you know shit can just get screwed But we really have chances turning one into two