Bittersweet

I don't know the reason why I can't stare back at you The moment I see your eyes A single drop sways all over my head It's true that I can't deny this feeling deep inside And so I decide to be all over you It comes and goes in waves as it used to But I'm caught up in the middle of your flow Is this what I've been turning away from? Is this what you meant when I need you more and more? And you are the worst thing that happened in my life Can't take my eyes off you Can't help but stay with me Should know how it goes Is this what I've been turning away from? Is this what you meant when I need you more and more? Cause you are the worst thing that happened in my life Can't take my eyes off you Can't help but stay with me What I want to know is what's waiting at the end of the story but I don't even know how you started