The Sun And The Moon

Pain won't go away Every heartbeat feels the same I don't know how the f*ck So I'm just gonna dance till I don't remember the past (I mean... can it get fucking worse? F*ck) Oh my god it's not all fine Can you give me some wine? So I drink the pain and I gain some weight It doesn't matter that you didn't stay (No fucking way) I don't wanna lose I don't wanna play I never fell in love I just fell in a game Laughed till I couldn't so you wouldn't leave You tried to love me but you wouldn't kill Faking it I'm fucking up my life I'm screaming wishing I could turn back the time I promised you to make me smile I'm biting my skin just to seem a bit fine So that you won't cry when you see my red eyes I wanted to feel you but I couldn't see you Absorbed my emotions that I had for you But you were the sun and I was the moon Laughed so hard trying to lie Having inside a constant fight My eyes get dark it might rain The first matter of art is pain Reinvention it never ends Where's my love where's all the mess Just take my grambling and I will be fine Be careful you might lose your mind Faking it I'm fucking up my life I'm screaming wishing I could turn back the time I promised you to make me smile I'm biting my skin just to seem a bit fine So that you won't cry when you see my red eyes I wanted to feel you but I couldn't see you Absorbed my emotions that I had for you But you were the sun and I was the moon Will I end up happy, I don't know it This heart is made of glass for sure I know it Every part of me is part of everything I promise I would never change for anything Faking it I'm fucking up my life I'm screaming wishing I could turn back the time I promised you to make me smile I'm biting my skin just to seem a bit fine So that you won't cry when you see my red eyes I wanted to feel you but I couldn't see you Absorbed my emotions that I had for you But you were the sun and I was the moon