Drowning

(Enviyon on the mix) J10 Ya dig (Oh yeah Gage did this one) I gotta stay high ain't no comin' down I get the butterflies when you come around I feel like I'm drowning Alcohol I'm downing Lost my mind I found it I think that I'm drowning I gotta stay high ain't no comin' down I get the butterflies when you come around I feel like I'm drowning Alcohol I'm downing Lost my mind I found it I think that I'm drowning I feel like I'm drowning in the ocean I can't get out I feel like I'm in a game and I just wanna sit out They say the loudest in the room is the most hurt but I don't got a big mouth but on my song it spits out Yeah I'm hiding behind of my songs I just wanna right all my wrongs Hiding my feelings inside a my bong I hope all this pain doesn't last me this long I just wanna stay down but I won't stay down Imma have it my way now have it my way now Have it my way now I'm doing myself don't care what you say It's fucking me up I feel like I'm drifting away I'm losing my mind I feel like I'm goin astray I know what I'm meant to be and I don't have time to play But I know that I'm working my hardest but none of it matters at the end of the day aye I gotta stay high ain't no comin' down I get the butterflies when you come around I feel like I'm drowning Alcohol I'm downing Lost my mind I found it I think that I'm drowning When you come around me I don't feel the same I just want some love and it's driving me insane yeah Damn I'm feeling pain yeah But I won't switch a thing yeah I feel I can take it But in my mind I'm changin I feel like I'm in the right but damn I feel lost This is what its feels like the cost to be a boss yeah I'm climbing up a mountain And my heart is pounding I feel like I'm sprouting I like how this is sounding I know imma take the L to learn I think I'm goin through hell it burns I'm grinding so hard and I'm waiting my turn I'm switching my life and it turns I'm drinking so much I'm speaking my words and it's slurred I know that I'm great so f*ck what you heard I'm getting so high that I'm fly like a bird If you think imma fail that shit is absurd I gotta stay high aint no comin' down I get the butterflies when you come around I feel like I'm drowning Alcohol I'm downing Lost my mind I found it I think that I'm drowning Drownin' Drownin' drowin' drowin' yeah I feel like I'm drowning Alcohol I'm downing Lost my mind I found it I think that I'm drowning