In My Own Way

I feel like I get in my own way I can't find a cape to save myself I I can't help it I can't help it This shit is so surreal I'm not the victim That's why im writing these wrongs Refuse to sit in silence I'll speak up before I'm gone Cuz my actions wasn't reasonable Word to the brother Sean But without a doubt I'll straighten it out let's move along Ayo my demands wanna test me but I won't fail Try to bargain with me Want my soul that I won't sell Phone calls from Zoe ain't getting no bail So Shizz and Drilla sat and cooked a formula at the top floor of the motel They sleeping on us oh well Don't you get discouraged they do it often Without a four leaf clover we'll ballout thats word to Boston I celebrate my wins with the same ones I took a lost with It's TME and EBF till they bury my coffin And I'm sending all my love to the south for holding me down You use to talk shit look at em now But what do I get from being bitter I'm still a winner I got letter from my heart I know they'll all remember I feel like I get in my own way I can't find a cape to save myself I I can't help it I can't help it I'm locked in ain't taking no breaks They say it ain't healthy I need to rest Boy you fading away But working is the only way Energy is getting me paid I'd rather see brothers working and flourish then catching a case I picked a lane But you could never box me in cause bitch we not the same If opportunity never knocks I build a door and make away They said we need you know what that means My words can cure em vaccines and Not the free shit they using to kill our people I feel like I get in my own way I can't find a cape to save myself I I can't help it I can't help it