fucked up

Everyday is so fucking painful I wanna go home and get fucked up Cause what's the point when you can't even go out? I wanna stay home and get fucked up Threw up on the ground Took some edibles Smoking all the weed Drinking now Cut myself, secretly Crippling, Anxiety I constantly feel like a loser I'm always fucked and partially drunk I always fear that I'll be left behind Well good riddance cause now I am alone Threw up on the ground Took some edibles Smoking all the weed Drinking now Cut myself, secretly Crippling, Anxiety I wanna kill some people with the gun that's in my backpack That's just a metaphor, If you don't get it Go ahead and f*ck yourself I wanna count all the money that is lying on my table I wanna cut myself and get fucked up by all the damn drugs I wanna kill some people with the gun that's in my backpack That's just a metaphor, If you don't get it Go ahead and f*ck yourself I wanna count all the money that is lying on my table I wanna cut myself and get fucked up by all the damn drugs I wanna kill some people with the gun that's in my backpack That's just a metaphor, If you don't get it Go ahead and f*ck yourself I wanna count all the money that is lying on my table I wanna cut myself and get fucked up by all the damn drugs I wanna kill some people with the gun that's in my backpack That's just a metaphor, If you don't get it Go ahead and f*ck yourself I wanna count all the money that is lying on my table I wanna cut myself and get fucked up by all the damn drugs