regret

When I said that I loved you I meant it All the times that we spent don't regret it And I never would thought you'd end it All these plans in my head ima dead it The love that you showed you pretending You left, my soul was ascending I thought my world was ending I'm dropping these hits to forget it The longer my pain is extending The longer it takes to accept it Been feeling depressed, making me feel like less of a man than expected Look, I'm not a random guy Thinking bout you when I write my lines Got me thinking of all the times Sleeping in bed while I lose my mind From the day that I met you, I thought that you're special, you're gone Think I'm nonchalant, and I don't need love but I need some real affection Thought she had a halo, but you're really a devil, so long One day you are on then the next you are off, I don't know your intention You grabbed my phone deleted that pic but I'm closing my eyes, still see that image Some days I wake up wanting to text you, I forgot our love was finished Fucking these hoes, still tell the difference Feel no love my heart diminished Mind and heart saying two different things, love and hate you I get that twisted When I said that I loved you I meant it All the times that we spent don't regret it And I never would thought you'd end it All these plans in my head ima dead it The love that you showed you pretending You left, my soul was ascending I thought my world was ending I'm dropping these hits to forget it The longer my pain is extending The longer it takes to accept it Been feeling depressed, making me feel like less of a man than expected Look, I'm not a random guy Thinking bout you when I write my lines Got me thinking of all the times Sleeping in bed while I lose my mind