Anxiety Speak

Lowkey going crazy i been trapped in my own mind Please somebody save me i been acting out the whole time Let my anxiety speak its a war within me Let my anxiety speak its a war within me I been faking it for too long going through it you won't ever know I been smiling for too long hopefully this shit don't ever show Let my anxiety speak its a war within me Let my anxiety speak its a war within me Maybe she got out in time maybe she saw all my signs Maybe she read through my lies why i keep saying i'm fine wait Walk around undiagnosed hurting people that i'm keeping close For how i'm feeling i should leave a note I think people wanna see me go I ain't eat in like four days and i barely slept for the whole week I don't think these people know me on these headache pills i should od I don't tell nobody shit i don't want them watching me a lil closely My niggas call and i watch it ring i prefer to be lonely I don't want your advice on how to live my life you'll never see me run for help In a sense my guilty pleasure is the way a nigga judge himself Why they always asking if i trust em when a nigga barely even trust himself Why she used to ask me if i love her when a nigga barely even love himself Lowkey going crazy i been trapped in my own mind Please somebody save me i been acting out the whole time Let my anxiety speak its a war within me Let my anxiety speak its a war within me I been faking it for too long going through it you won't ever know I been smiling for too long hopefully this shit don't ever show Let my anxiety speak its a war within me Let my anxiety speak its a war within me Another day more pain outside it's more rain I been throwing up some yellow shit then go pretend that i'm okay I'm having trouble thinking straight my bed still empty as my stomach I find bitches hitting me up funny why cause i'm the longest joke running Ahhh ha ha ha ha i ain't been right since she left my side You know it's fucked up if i gotta question if it's gon be better to live or die I'm not that happy it's all a disguise i'm wearing a mask i put on a smile Sun peaking in my room closing the blinds i start to cry just to ease my mind Eyes getting red while my heart beating fast if she was my drug of choice i start to crash Cause when you dependent on something that's missing your core and your image start faking it bad Look at our messages making me sad why would you throw away the shit we had Hate that i love you i'm all in my bag now i'm replacing real people with cash I seek perfection my scars never heal lucky i don't got addictions to pills Look in the mirror and feel how i feel don't give me a knife or guns keeping it real Seven years put in i still need some answers to my questions Maybe this the consequence for having sex with you unprotected crazy bitch Lowkey going crazy i been trapped in my own mind Please somebody save me i been acting out the whole time Let my anxiety speak its a war within me Let my anxiety speak its a war within me I been faking it for too long going through it you won't ever know I been smiling for too long hopefully this shit don't ever show Let my anxiety speak its a war within me Let my anxiety speak its a war within me