Berries / Sour Grapes

Give more time to my money or my lady Shit one of them keeps me sane and the other one keeps me crazy I know i been distant, i'm tryna balance me lately I keep you by your phone, you getting anxious while waiting And it wasn't my intentions, it is what it is We gon argue over that then i'm knee deep in your ribs Then you get all in your feelings when we speaking again This a cycle of our lives, we keep repeating again Plus you like when i grind, i keep food in your stomach Attitude on a hundred, you get rude when you want it Then get puppy eyes after cursing me out, guess i love it Cute faces, not much of a mistake now was it? (Uhh) Gave me your heart when you was proly scared Had a sigh of relief, somebody finally cared I'mma give you all of me when the time is near I ain't never hold you victim, chick you volunteered (Uhh) Babygirl you bout as sweet as them berries Cherry lip gloss on my cheek, you like you leaving already You say when i'm out getting money, it ain't easy to catch me Tired of sending voicemails, i'm unresponsive to texting but Babygirl you bout as sweet as them berries Cherry lip gloss on my cheek, you like you leaving already You say when i'm out getting money, it ain't easy to catch me Tired of sending voicemails, i'm unresponsive to texting but Recognize a real one then you know you s'posed to keep her Know it when you need her, in her actions see a keeper She treat me like a leader, must like the way that i lead her Must like the way that i treat her, must like the way that i feed her Can't decide if i love her more, than i love the money though We could argue but i'm never mad, when the money flow Want more from me, but she patient and won't rush me though I make every promise true and keep her comfortable I give her more life than her mother ever did Plus her father ain't around but i showed her who daddy is Too attached and relaxed she wanna have me again Compare me to old me so i'm clashing with him, i'm sorry Lately, i'm getting all of my cheddar up Lacking on your love end knowing i gotta step it up Unbalanced, knowing my part right now don't measure up Keep working on you, while i'm working on a better us (uhh) Babygirl you bout as sweet as them berries Cherry lip gloss on my cheek, you like you leaving already You say when i'm out getting money, it ain't easy to catch me Tired of sending voicemails, i'm unresponsive to texting but Babygirl you bout as sweet as them berries Cherry lip gloss on my cheek, you like you leaving already You say when i'm out getting money, it ain't easy to catch me Tired of sending voicemails, i'm unresponsive to texting but How the f*ck you leave me?, how the f*ck you leave me? And in the same breath you gon say you need me Thought i understood you, but i never did Already knew the answer, i can't trust a bitch All our years of love, don't amount to this, hurt Plus this my last time putting somebody first Baby you got me real good ain't recognize my, worth Now i exercise my blessings to get rid of the, curse Uh, for all that i gave, and all attention you crave To dealing with, all these mind games you played Now i'm fixing me, with my time of day It's hard to get over you, i'll find a way Sat back and thought about you for a hour straight Hit me close to home, even though you miles away You left me with that sour taste, left me with the sour face You went from sweet berries to my sour grapes uhh You did the thing i always feared, said you did the thing i always feared (That i always feared) Left me and now no ones cares, said you left me and no one cares Was i searching for me in you Was i searching for me in you Was i searching for me in you Was i searching for me in you (Uh huh uh) Was i blindsided by who i thought you could've been You installed my feelings and they don't go away You left me with regrets of what i should've did When you created these events to make this go this way I feel extra empty on the wake up Got no appetite, no haircut or a shape up I stare at the ceiling when i stay up Maybe i should've looked at the bitch behind the make up Maybe this or maybe that Maybe i'm just too attached Say you love me take it back I take these feelings make a stack At work, i'm feeling mad sick to my stomach I'm feeling distant and stuck with, feelings of feeling unwanted All this did was leave me with some unanswered questions When you give somebody your all, you tell me what you left with My soul broken, heart freezing and desperate Got abandoned by my life angel and my best friend at the same time You did the thing i always feared, said you did the thing i always feared (That i always feared) Left me and now no ones cares, said you left me and no one cares (Now no one cares) Was i searching for me in you (Was i searching, searching) Was i searching for me in you (Was i searching, searching) Was i searching for me in you (Was i searching, searching) Was i searching for me in you (Uh huh uh)