Loveless

Remember i loved more she took my heart and i love less A nigga went missing i gave up my interest in bitches i'm colder and upset Now i'm ignoring the bitches that see something in me that think that they up next But i'm so empty my heart play against me cause all of my needs going unchecked Same day i saw LJ outside and told him i wanna live upstate Maybe a hour later was chilling with Lessley and then got the update Text me she wanna b e single again and we gotta figure out us wait I finally made up my mind to love her with all of my heart now i'm stuck wait Couple tough weeks came up late Still gotta celebrate her birthday Still got trips planned out of the country and this don't feel like the first dates no more I'm fighting for us and she fighting to leave Want her as wifey she wanna be free This is a outcome i couldn't believe Why the f*ck would she do this shit to me Go through emotions but i never show it Ain't change my status or my cover photo Beautiful madness gon drop in a moment but i wasn't happy was empty and soulless Number than ever because my heart frozen lost the biggest thing i ever had The people who hurt you always the closest no truer words have ever been spoken ahhh Look remember i loved more now i love less in my love life All the stress that these bitches come with i can't let it effect how i love life Going forward i'm treating these bitches like nothing and it's not a surprise Case and point this new beauty that just popped up on me show sign that she wants Mines Last year changed me and made me the worst and here come a younger chick showing Some thirst She finding me interesting putting me first annoyed at the way I'm not putting in work I leave her on read ignoring her calls I will not catch her if she wanna fall Guarding myself as i put up these walls This about me this ain't about ya'll Five something face on ten curvy body some nice features When i had myself a keeper member when i couldn't keep her Why should i pursue her deeper when my cold heart is out of reach And in the long run she gon feel just like i feel because of me I got some problems she can't fix don't give a f*ck about no bitch Or how good she say she is cause ya'll lie and full of shit It's no love left in my heart ain't no time to get it back Tired of giving ya'll the world just for ya'll to give it back bitch Look i lost my heart and then caught covid For the second time a nigga really living feeling hopeless Had to leave my momma crib and at my dad's i couldn't focus Wore my heart all on my sleeve but somehow they couldn't notice I was watching how the pain in my heart was steady growing And i ain't see no pills on his dresser i could cope with so i Feel the strength of punches niggas gotta roll with And beautiful madness suffering a lack in the promotion So same time i said f*ck this shit Fans hit me in my dm's like i love your shit But my number one fan had enough of this so leaving me became part of her bucket list I was shattered i was broken i was bruised i was scarred Started screaming in the air and i started to blame god Like like why my nigga Why you take away the only bitch i like my nigga ahhh Shit now i'm left all alone and a long way from home and I'm empty and gone And she simply moved on weaker will and i won't see me do it and i don't so i'm losing all My hope Staring at my cell phone waiting on a ring Staring at her pictures looking at the memories Then staring at the ceiling suffering from tougher feelings Thinking bout the babies we supposed to have I had problems tryna sleep it off all day Back of my wallet says i'll be with you always Keep imagining you coming through the doorways or blow me kisses when you leaving In the hallway For a while pretended to stay fine while you killed the old me and made a new one same Time Feel like this is jail though we rarely face time and i heard getting over your love gon take Time When you give em everything what you left with And can you get back anything that they left with I wrote a letter but probably won't send the message Cause she gon leave me on read because it's desperate And she packed up all my clothes in a shopping bag That's a way to let me know we ain't rocking back My heart stopped thinking that we finally over Day and night i felt all this shit sober hold up