Double Down

Everyday I feel the tension like a rubber band Cos' theres so many situations you wont understand Its been so long i miss my family in the motherland And till the day he's up you know i'll never let my brother down Cos' ive been tryina take a chance lemme double down Girl forget the past lemme focus on the present now I said i'm taking a chance lemme double down Playing with my cards heart to heart like im Derren Brown Cos' ive been going hard Im tryina make my mother proud I get it then I give it out Clued up since a kid you know ive never been a silly child Grew up in the sticks mum and dad had it visioned out Love my mum to bits and i'm just wishing he could see me now Man in my crib and all my brothers always listened out Cos' plan As been the only way until im giving out Had to grow up young I moved mature when i was still a child I'm sure i'd get a listen out Cos' i've been tryina take a chance lemme double down Girl forget the past lemme focus on the present now Forget the mask i've been hoping that you'd let it out Im tryina get it fast that slow money tryina make it now Im sitting in my car Bill it let me settle down The bars are my repertoite Visions of the biggest crowds Im tryina make these memoirs before I hit the ground Cos im out here making moves I don't make a sound I said im tryina take a chance lemme double down Playing with my cards heart to heart like im Derren Brown Never catch my bluff poker face till I come around Never toke enough but cant lie im tryina cut it down And these rappers they always drag it but i dumb it down Cos it says it on the packet bro i ain't beating round Waiting for my seat and crown So many times i tried leaving town Didn't get a hand when i was reaching out But f*ck the past cos i've been ready for the limelight Tryina take a chance I know i'll get it when the times right I call the devil hindsight Gold in my vision i've been tryina make it lifelike Rolling with a sentence i'm just tryina play my cards right I'm tryina ride it to the end this aint no half life Try me and it's on sight And if I said it then i meant it aint no mums life Watch your step you don't wanna trip up in this bomb site