Drownin'

Under all this pressure got me feel like I'm drownin Drownin Under all this pressure got me feel like I'm drownin Gotta figure this out All of this pain Got me digging it down Deep within myself and it's spiraling now Drive myself insane And I'm beginning to drown My heart My brain My soul Don't change Keeping up at night cause I know I hold blame Seeking out a light cause I'm cold an known flame Trying to beat a beast but it's hard to hold chains I just want the day for me to see light Cause I'm tired always running and crying all the time And I just wanna feel like I'm doing alright Away from this pressure that's weighing on my mind Under all this pressure got me feel like I'm drownin Drownin Under all this pressure got me feel like I'm drownin Drownin Under all this pressure got me feel like I'm drownin Drownin Under all this pressure got me feel like I'm drownin Drownin I'm just trying to be a good Dad Wanna teach him stuff that I learned from mine man Know I grew up rough don't want that for my son damn Want him to know I never loved myself until he came around and I'm trying my hardest to pick up the pieces Of myself that surround me got me folding like creases I just really hope you know that I'm broken not beaten And the love I hold for you it can never be weaken Things ain't the same on them months in between I be kinda down cause when you're here we're a team All this pressure building got depression in it's seams Hope I rise above em cause this mountain's getting steep Under all this pressure got me feel like I'm drownin Drownin Under all this pressure got me feel like I'm drownin Drownin Under all this pressure got me feel like I'm drownin Drownin Under all this pressure got me feel like I'm drownin Drownin I'm fuckin drownin