Soul Ties

I was barely seventeen living pockets filled with hope City's not an option either drown or you float They wouldn't know how it goes Because they can't understand me I told them how this would end And somehow niggas cannot stand me Cant complain and I know You're used to dealing with your depression but listen to my song as I mention all my confessions Filled with soul ties, enemies, people I can't stand Elements that I gave up that defy me as a man Uh I used to be afraid to hit send on the text Then I grew up being used to the personal threats Never thought a boy like me could flow this good Growing up a youngin' man I wish would I want sold out shows in parts of the world I can't pronounce I want twenty-three clean in my bank account 'Cause I remember Christmas days with no presents I used to fear my past but now I dread my adolescence Yeah But I digress Back to the text Couldn't respond 'cause I'm taking a rest Soul ties really got me feeling stressed (Got me feeling stressed) I felt ashamed (I felt ashamed) (I felt ashamed) (I felt ashamed) I felt ashamed to have ever complained about my Soul ties Instead seeing how far we came From breaking down when shit gets hard to walking home in the rain People stressing saying I've changed But it's hard to stay the same when you're inside your mind at times Got me slowing down my rhymes at night, it's time Guess it's finally time for taking down old pictures off my wall Guess I Really changed like your favourite season when it's turning fall