Deadly Smile

You make me whole Grabbed my hand and pulled me from this hole Make one quick phone call Hey, I guess I'm saying I found a home I don't mean to hate with a deadly smile I was sick of letting others control, ended up hostile Been a quiet boy since I was a child I mostly wanted to stay away from people from a mile Don't run away from me This cage I'm trying to escape Please come and help me Pick me up from my feet I don't want to be a disappointment Wanted to be close, but I don't want to be too annoying I tend to fumble words when it comes for me to speak But in music, it makes easy when I want to sing Show in my tears Go on another year Go make up a career I won't disappear Spread my wings and fly Up high in the sky Heaven never looked so fine But I know that it's not my time Am I nothing? Am I worth something? Do you really love me? For me? Would you spare another minute? I haven't shared everything of my best You'll never have to look at this deadly smile Not for a while I got a better smile