Virtual Drugs

My mind is foggy Crying over you Don't know what to do I'm lost in time Always made me feel safe When I saw your face Oh no Feel the snow Feel the cold right on your toes It's a sign To be fine Bury you, you'll be alright Fine as ice Cold as ice Goddamn you so fine Just like wine Ages well over time Glad you're by my side Here for the long ride Never cross the line Hope you can just be alright Cause your love is unreal Don't know how to really feel Don't know if it's all real Try to see what's the deal Stay with me just till the end We'll be the best of friends Seen more pain in life than money Lost some friends to drugs Ain't funny More so virtual drugs Saw the news on Snapchat stories Don't care what you're doing to me Just make sure you do it quickly Just get on with the killing To you it's always funny Poor lost soul Has no goals Just standing in the deep dark cold Waiting for his coals Feelings gone It's been for so long Stand over like King Kong Gone in the long run Daddies not here with me Saved a pill for me It's joke for others To think that it's funny Tumble down like dominoes Asking like "Who wants to know?" Need money to buy clothes Thousand to one, that ain't fair Gonna start to shed a tear Mommy ain't no bank, dear Sad to say that life ain't fair Happy what I got here Spend it when the time's near Cause where I was born Had nothing to start Raped at six or four Afraid to report I was amazed What I am today I ain't perfect, okay But that's okay I was ashamed What I wanted to be I ain't no more And that's for sure I want to be great Ain't no mistake I can like anyone does Ain't no aunt who's on drugs Virtual drugs Saw news on some Facebook stuff Don't take no puff Life was already so rough Life was already so tough No need, already fell Don't know what else tell Have a wishing well Welcome to my eternal hell Cause only time will tell