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I think it's crazy The position i'm in right now Cuz i cut contact with you long ago Rightfully so And now we here Well i'm here And I'm just sitting here wondering Where I wanna go Started off light Like a good morning text When I look back Makes my stomach turn Next I thought I really had you But to you I was not next I'm spoiling the story But we know how it goes It's always competition Please don't act like you don't know Not obvious to me But dammit now I know Late night talks Didn't wanna fall asleep I thought i found a rainbow I thought i found gold But I couldn't see the end Still put my chips in Maybe i'll be lucky Maybe I could win But little did I know I had already lost Foolish of me To put up my pot No matter what the angle No matter how it's seen At the end of the day The blame still falls on me My consciousness be talking Like cmon lets go You know you she got another Why we stopping here for Don't really got an answer I know i should keep it moving I mean i'm good with phrases Man it is what it is February 13th You know how I was moving Hit your line early Told you where to go Although you had doubts You still gave me a chance Teddy bear in my car With the roses in hand I asked you as mine For the following day You ain't know what to say But you said what it is I'm talking to another Man ain't that a mhm Took it to the chin Time to really move on As time went by I distanced myself Didn't wanna hang Rather be by myself Tried to keep it cool Can't let it bother me You get what you give It's my philosophy Hella time passed And we ain't talked since I even checked IG Off your following list Christmas time came And you saw me at the spot You sounded real happy Oh boy was i shocked You came straight at me And you gave me a hug It's been a long time Tell me how you've been To keep things sweet I kept it short We parted out again No contact again Guess nothing new And time went by You seen me outside And you steadied approached I wasn't excited Don't mean to boast Another quick talk And from there we go Wondered what went wrong Will i be a ghost Between me and you we'll never know The times that I see you I don't see a frown I'm welcomed with my name And a big warm hug I'm playing it cool Don't want a part two If that's what life wants Then we can part too Phone be buzzing I be steady alarmed I know it ain't you But it wouldn't cause harm To tap in here And tap in there But as time moves On the less I cared I hope you hear it once And realize it's you So you could tell me If we could try again The chances of that Just seem too slim Like the shape of your body Can't forget about your Hey chill chill I hope you not like me And haven't let go Sometimes it takes years Sometimes we'll never know