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And I really hate the fact that I went and got attached Now I'm looking at the past while my foot is on the gas I'm tryna move fast maybe I can just rewind To the days I first met you and stop me on my time I know it must hurt and I'm sorry for the time Put tears in my eyes and I wish that was a lie Cuz shit really hurts just know you on my mind But we know it's for the best so why would I try If I know it hurts you to be right by my side Why would I stay around if I cared for your mind Our eyes couldn't meet maybe it wasn't our time Ties have been cut and i don't see a climb And I'm waking up today telling me I'm fine This pain that I caused be healing real slow At a loss of these words but I didn't want to go Opposites don't attract so it's natural we collide Hoping we could mix like lobster and some wine But f*ck imma miss it when you tellin me you shy I looked into your eyes with a smile on my face Pretty girl Pretty face with my hands around your waist I know i'll be straight but f*ck it whats next I'll take a couple shots with no chaser to the face Remember all the drives with your hands on my face Made me feel warm yea they made me feel great Tears on my face as i'm writing up this grace Imma miss those long nights that never took place Just know I really wanted but I just couldn't change Cuz I'm fighting with myself and I'm not first place It sucks that I left when I was second place I needed some help and it felt like you was there Na f*ck is you saying I knew you was there But i couldn't hold tight and I just let go I know I'm not wrong but I know I'm not right I was happy with your heart Were you happy with mine If I could really change Would you change your mind Give me a new chance Last one for my life I know I'm not wrong but I know I'm not right I was happy with your heart Were you happy with mine If I could really change Would you change your mind Give me a new chance Last one for my life When you was holding me didn't wanna let go Real long tight hugs when you held me real close I felt your affection and I never got more But it's all in the past so I gotta let go And as much as I wanted I couldn't help you no Vices that you carried that you didn't wanna own And i wanted to imagine a life with your goals But I won't be around not even as a ghost I'm too far away from spirits and you know Well maybe one day I'll meet the holy ghost Seems now I'm late well what a fucking shame I wanted you around your what I miss most Your strong loose grip when you'd grab and let go Just to grab them right again and then let go Time that you gave me I appreciate the most Really had a chance and all I did was blow Tell me that you miss me man I felt like J Cole Butterflies in my stomach shit was feeling really close But my biggest fear was hurting you my dear And being who I am it was naturally gon happen So imma really miss us both but I gotta let go I know I'm not wrong but i know I'm not right I was happy with your heart Were you happy with mine If I could really change I know I'm not wrong but I know I'm not right I was happy with your heart Were you happy with mine If I could really change Would you change your mind Give me a new chance Last one for my life I know I'm not wrong but I know I'm not right I was happy with your heart Were you happy with mine If I could really change Would you change your mind Give me a new chance Last one for my life