Fire on a Rainy Day

Wake up when I wish I was asleep then Do nothing, f*ck around Like it's the weekend It hasn't changed For a long time But there is something more That I am seeking And deep down I no longer wanna pretend That how I feel Is somehow right, coz I Find it hard To remain okay Shut down Nothing else to say Burnt out like a Fire on a rainy day It's not fine Sick of the cliché My life Is in disarray Won't last like a Fire on a rainy day Lost the urge Everyday I feel so frightened I'm on the verge Because all my fears are heightened I don't know what's wrong In my mind Can't help but feel That something here is missing No crime, but I'm locked up in a prison There's no escaping I'm Confined But you find your way When thoughts like this come daily And you learn to combat Things that drive you crazy At least that's what I've been Telling myself lately Coz even things that seem so stupid Somehow phase me On and on without an end It seems that darkness found its friend I don't know why I've been condemned To life without too much ahead Just take me to the abyss instead I'm ready, yeah I'm not scared There's no more that I can take So I'm done here Okay, wait minute, step back now Don't get crazy when you let yourself think aloud Doesn't seem like it but it'll get better somehow In the meantime you just gotta figure it out Doesn't matter if it takes a long time Doesn't matter if some days the sun doesn't shine, What does is that one day you will be fine Find it hard To remain okay Shut down Nothing else to say Burnt out like a Fire on a rainy day It's not fine Sick of the cliché My life Is in disarray Won't last like a Fire on a rainy day