Awake

I wake up, feeling like I've been awake I'm awake It's not some sort of excuse My mind is heavily bruised No way to reduce the damage It's bound to me, it won't vanish Why would I lie? Why would I like this to happen to me? Sickening abnormality Outside of tranquility I wake up, feeling like I've been awake Nonstop, trembling like an earthquake Lying in bed as the days fade Even when I sleep, I'm awake Counting hours Staring at the ceiling Praying to higher powers There are none I believe in (It's raining, every season) Why would I lie? Why would I like this to happen to me? Sickening abnormality Outside of tranquility I wake up, feeling like I've been awake Nonstop, trembling like an earthquake Lying in bed as the days fade Even when I sleep, I'm awake