Parasite (feat. yohannes402)

Did I ever mean something to you? It has to be somewhat true Now you act like we don't even got a past Now you act like I'm a pest that infests Every aspect of your life With every respect, he ain't right I didn't expect you'd turn sides Please don't let this be our last goodbye She keeps her distance like we're being back in Covid She never can make her mind up, I know it Uncertain, souls hurtin Take me apart like a surgeon I'm your servant, the way you order me around That will stop right now I will no longer be obedient Just keep it to yourself and finally fuckin' beat it I lost my way a long time ago Fading memories, I don't even know Who I was or who I meant to be Only thing I feel is this weight of this misery, ay Did I ever mean something to you? It has to be somewhat true Now you act like we don't even got a past Now you act like I'm a pest that infests Every aspect of your life With every respect, he ain't right I didn't expect you'd turn sides Please don't let this be our last goodbye Late nights driving, thinking 'bout the old days Tears fall, raindrops, I'm lost in cold haze Text from her, but I don't read it, she don't know me I'm just a ghost hiding the pain and I won't say I remember feeling like I had it all Now it's empty bottles and missed calls Every time I try to get back up, I fall These pills in my hand, but I don't want 'em at all Another cigarette, burn it down slow Look into the sky, but there's no glow People talk, but I'm deaf to the noise I've been drowning out the pain since I was a boy Did I ever mean something to you? It has to be somewhat true Now you act like we don't even got a past Now you act like I'm a pest that infests Every aspect of your life With every respect, he ain't right I didn't expect you'd turn sides Please don't let this be our last goodbye