Chances

Cruising down the block I remember everything you ever told me Look at where we at I don't even know if you know me Looking way back Remember all the promises you told me Im hella sick of these lies Went through this over and over They told me I'll heal in time I waited so long to get nowhere And now that I'm older They tell me I need move on with my life I'm hella sober You know that shit hurt me I feel it inside I got a folder Open it up and you'll see what's inside It's all the lies you told me baby It's all the times you kept me waiting But I'm still waiting for you It's been so long I feel impatient Only can stay strong for so long I can't be soft just for no one This pistol tough I prefer you then no one Put that shit up cause its making you nervous Im your protector I'm here for the service Why can't you trust my emotions I feel hopeless I cannot trust no one Don't say you love me and not hit my phone up I've been here waiting for someone to call me I've been here waiting for you and your come up Feels like I'm just here waiting for no one I should stop caring and maybe you'll come up Even that option is risky I don't wanna risk losing all of my feelings Thinking this way makes my head feel dizzy Why would I lose feelings if you ain't near me Can you survive, cause I can't survive I'm checking my phone every minute To see if you'll text me, to see if you'll call me You doing just fine without checking your message Thats what I'm thinking Cause you never text me, you never call me I'm overthinking I am a thinker, I cannot tell you I cannot tell you You tell me I'm tripping, hurting my feelings But I cannot tell you, I cannot tell you Cruising down the block I remember everything you ever told me Look at where we at I don't even know if you know me Looking way back Remember all the promises you told me I'm hella sick of these lies Went through this over and over They told me I'll heal in time I waited so long to get nowhere And now that I'm older They tell me I need move on with my life I'm hella sober You know that shit hurt me I feel it inside I got a folder Open it up and you'll see what's inside Waited so long for a change, but it never did change me yeah I feel broken inside and I feel so ageless yeah No matter where I go I see all her cute little faces But now I'm stuck inside my head, I don't want no changes But it's never up to me is it It's how you feel girl why you so viscous It's been a month since I gave you your kisses Look at us now it's like you never feel it You never feel it You never feel me, Minding my business And that shit hurts And that shit hurts me