Decisions

I am not one to be taking no lives There's only god and he telling no lies I only recognize you through a photo It was enough to be losing my mind I ended up being one of the Shootas But at that time it was what I desired Bitch watch your tone when you talking to me You not the one to be playing with me You not on my level yet nigga for real Get on my nerves I'll spray with this heat You will not feel a thing but a chill See hella blood on the floor cause it spilled Notice how nun of it isn't from me Notice how you blackin out without reason Should've kept quiet and you woulda lived Feeling this rain running down to your cheeks and Notice how nun of its running on me I thought a gangster don't cry when he leaving. I feel bad for your family tree. Looking dried up but we not in that season I am not one to be taking no lifes There's only god and he telling no lies I only recognize you through a photo It was enough to be losing my mind I ended up being one of the Shootas But at that time it was what I desired You should've known what You got yourself into You should've known you was playing with fire It's hella late to be looking back Maybe I should've done better things But the shit that I did I can't turn it back All I can do is regret decisions that made when I blacked out in the past Even tho it's in the past I be losing my mind reminiscing bout colda sacks That was a time we was only kids We ain't have no worries man for real Look at us now we be stress feeding Thinking bout when is our next meal Ain't gotta worry bout no feelings Ain't got regrets yet we chillin Now I'm a man, feeling bipolar All the regrets I got fucked me over I be praying to god to start over I don't ever want to get older I know ima f*ck myself over I can't do this on my own no more I just wish that I was feeling normal Ain't want to f*ck up not again But these bitches be testing me all over Feeling so lost I ain't got no friends Bitch watch your tone when you talking to me You not the one to be playing with me You not on my level yet nigga for real Get on my nerves I'll spray with this heat You will not feel a thing but a chill See hella blood on the floor cause it spilled Notice how nun of it isn't from me Notice how you blackin out without reason Watching my tone when I talk back Watching my temper before I act You acting goofy I'll shoot back This is my problem I can't ever fall back This be my own person-al hell All the decisions I made failed My only brother had paid bail Now I'm alone in this hotel I feel like I lose brain cells Catch a new life Like I'm Odell I can't be making all these decisions I can't even trust myself with it I ain't ever gonna go get it Let me get my old lifestyle back When I couldn't make a bad decision Take me back when I just 6 years old Even for a minute