Look into my eyes

I want you to look me in my eyes I want you to tell me why you putting a disguise on I'm sorry that it took me all this time Notice all the hurt, all the anger that you ride on Most of its on me its no surprise Im tryna make it better for you, tryna turn the light on Please understand all the wrong that I did is behind me I just wanna fight for you Everything I ever wanna do is for you I won't ever find anybody like you Come and rest your mind on my shoulder we cool I won't ever want to lose nobody like you Please understand everything that I do has a purpose I just wanna fight for you I just wanna fight for you look at all the hurt that we been through Does it mean nothing to you aint got lie I got a plan I'm tryna make it right Why won't you let me say what's on my mind Im afraid to die Always on the floor, always feeling low Always feel like a gun is up inside Touch my heart and say a soft lullaby Pull the trigger say amen im gonna die No matter what I say, no matter what I do Won't change the fact that you don't care about my life Preach what's going on im talking to my god He'll come and save us, he'll come and save us I won't ever doubt a word that he be saying I want us to work, I want us to work I want both of us to stoping feeling this hurt I want both of us to shed away this curse I don't want to leave, I don't want to leave I want you to care I'm begging on my knees Let me come protect you, shield all the greed I can be an angel, I can be a fiend for you I can be whatever you want me to be Just come back to me I promise it won't be the same You told me once before that you still care bout me Thats the real you inside you thinking bout my name Cause I want you to look me in my eyes I want you to tell me why you putting a disguise on I'm sorry that it took me all this time Notice all the hurt, all the anger that you ride on Most of its on me aint no surprise Im tryna make it better for you, tryna turn the light on Please understand all the wrong that I did is behind me I just wanna fight for you Everything I ever want to do is for you I won't ever find anybody like you Come and rest your mind on my shoulder we cool I won't ever wanna lose nobody like you Please understand everything that I do has a purpose I just wanna fight for you I just wanna fight for you I feel incomplete All of this anxiety I feel killing me I can't even function as a proper human being Need you by my side I care about you and your feelings living on without you wouldn't have no type of meaning I mean it from my soul baby I don't want you to go I understand my wrongs im changing everything I know Im not got let another person tryna heal your soul You is everything I never ever felt before Cause I want you to look me in my eyes I want you to tell me why you putting a disguise on Im sorry that I took me all this time Notice all the hurt, all the anger that you ride on Most of its on me is no surprise Im tryna make it better for you, tryna turn the light on Please understand all the wrong that I did is behind me I just wanna fight for you