Meant that

Some how we drifted apart and it's all in her favor We don't be talking so I am no loner her favorite Letting go all my emotions inside of these pages If I were to tell you how I feel you wouldn't say shit Bottle everything inside when I smile I fake it There ain't nobody inside of my heart cause its vacant This pain I got up inside me I'm feeling is fading I shouldn't care so much as I do and that shits dangerous Look what I put you through my bad Look what I put you through my bad I said I ain't care where we stand at But deep inside I sent mean that Guess I was scared how you felt back I never knew it was like that I never gave up on your ass You giving up when I text back I wouldn't tell you to leave me alone Deep down inside I wish you was my home Baby I wish you could pick up the phone I really miss what we had I could tell you When I was with you felt like in heaven All of my cares in this world just vanished I wanna try again taking advantage Don't let me go when I'm trying so lavish Look what I put you through my bad Look what I put you through my bad Please come and give me a second chance I really changed I swear to god I meant that Look what I put you through my bad Look what I put you through my bad Please come and give me a second chance I really changed I swear to god I meant that Somehow we drifted apart and its all in her favor We don't be talking so I am no longer her favorite Letting go all my emotions inside of these pages If I were to tell you how I feel you wouldn't say shit Bottle everything inside when I smile I fake it There ain't nobody inside of my heart cause its vacant This pain I got up inside me I'm feeling is fading I shouldn't care so much as I do and that shits dangerous No you ain't gotta believe me I wanna give you the new me no take backs I wouldn't want to deceive you I just wanna make you smile I meant that You and me against these people That's how it should've been sorry girl my bad Please let me show you the world I gotta make you my girl first Then I'll give you this earth I'm all I'm going tough with my head first Look what I put you through my bad Look what I put you through my bad Please come and give me a second chance I really changed I swear to god I meant that Look what I put you through my bad Look what I put you through my bad