Out of Focus / Hear Me Out

Feeling down Touch the ground Need a place Out of town Cigarette smoke Music loud, yea Ohhh, ohhh Out of focus for today when the stars out I will be on Out of focus kike a lens but tonight you could picture me gone Ohhh, I'm out of focus, yea Ohhh, I'm losing focus, yea yea It's getting hot in here Nothing left for me to be Looking through the mirror Yeah, yeah Hear me out it ain't easy being me If you knew you would agree Shit comes the family tree I know Everywhere that I will go Sadness will follow me close All I got is a microphone I know Point the gun against myself I don't see nobody else So I fucking blame myself I know Everywhere that I will go Sadness will follow me close All I got is a microphone I know Feel the pain but I bust back I get low yea that I know that I get drunk to myself Keep my thoughts to myself All you hear are dope tracks Keep the love to myself I don't need no one else I'm a sergeant to death I'm the cousin to sleep We fight over the sheep Every time that she sleeps I'm awake in the deep I'm awake in the deep Every time that she sleeps I'm awake in the deep We fight over the sheep I'm the cousin to sleep, yea yea Hear me out it ain't easy being me If you knew you would agree Shit comes the family tree I know Everywhere that I will go Sadness will follow me close All I got is a microphone I know Point the gun against myself I don't see nobody else So I fucking blame myself I know Everywhere that I will go Sadness will follow me close All I got is a microphone I know