Where Am Standing Now?

Tiered of running, I didn't know Tried to fool myself Try with someone Tried to water, didn't grow Now my feet are wet Don't what it takes I just wanna be what I couldn't be All I wanna know is how to be me I just wanna be what I couldn't be All I wanna know is how the f*ck to be me Where am I standing now? (Tried to fool myself) (Try with someone) Where am I standing now? (Now my feet are wet) (Don't what it takes) Where am I standing now? (Try with someone) (Tried to fool myself) Where am I standing now? (Don't what it takes) (Now my feet are wet) Turn around and look at me I just wanna know how to sleep? Looking for the remedy Haven't felt love ever since, yea I drive around looking for a purpose Why am I so nervous? Tried to open up Like my phone out of service Tryna bounce back Hit your voice mail Because now I'm certain I can make it work But it never works Man I hate myself Wanna be somebody else I know you could tell Always used to say, "Baby don't you dwell" Now I'm here alone Never ring my phone Hoping you don't find home Hoping you're alone I can pick you, no one has to know (Tried to fool myself) (Try with someone) (Now my feet are wet) (Don't what it takes) Where am I standing now? (Try with someone) (Tried to fool myself) Where am I standing now? (Don't what it takes) (Now my feet are wet) Where am I standing now? Tried to fool myself Try with someone else, shit