My Own Man

I just want them all to f*ck with me I felt like i could have saved us all type shit Little more love and support Shit might have been different I turned myself into a boss with nobody's help I feel like niggas never loved me 'cause I always failed Had to run up off on the plug I couldn't read the scale Shit made me better, they doing shit but try to lecture See when you down on your dick they want to watch you watching them do for other niggas turned me suicidal Crying on the phone with Momma, she like boy read your bible I'm telling her f*ck them all I got to make them my rivals This how I'm feeling Because I dropped out of school, they left me on my own But everybody make mistakes but they still going home Shit, I was trying to feed my Momma not trying to be grown But they don't get that They not on the time I'm on Watching my Momma in that bed, she was blood and bone If I lost my Momma I would've been in this world alone They gonna say they love you, but they a bunch of sharks Watching the only love they selfs that shit really hurt my heart (Oh God) I turned myself into a boss with nobody's help I feel like niggas never loved me 'cause I always failed Had to run up off on the plug I couldn't read the scale Shit made me better, they doing shit but try to lecture See when you down on your dick they want to watch you watching them do for other niggas turned me suicidal Crying on the phone with Momma, she like boy read your bible I'm telling her f*ck them all I got to make them my rivals This how I'm feeling I got a daughter on the way, I've been buying so much armor Dreams of a nigga dying, swear to God this my karma Lord I don't care about this music, just want to raise my girls Just want to see them grow, want to give them the world Once upon a time, Daddy couldn't stand But being fucked up, I swear to God, made me a man Niggas wanting handouts but that's the kind of shit I'm sick of I got so much pain I'm just trying to get rid of I had some niggas trying to play me out, Now they 6 feet deep That's what the shooter said, type shit I don't wanna to talk about Lately I been feeling crazy, feel like I'm going to hell 'Cause I done killed somebody baby but that little nigga tried to hurt me Oh Momma please pray for me I know I'm thirty now but I still need you to lay with me 'Cause I just want to feel safe But why niggas want to play with me? They know a nigga crazy, got that .40 on my hip Pussy you know what the f*ck is up with me I turned myself into a boss with nobody's help I feel like niggas never loved me 'cause I always failed Had to run up off on the plug I couldn't read the scale Shit made me better, they doing shit but try to lecture