PAIN (TH3 0UTR0)

I am your Your TV screen I don't Love you The way you Love me Girl I'm just a show And that's yo fear Cause you can't control when I'm gone And I'll disapear Guess it's different Cause i tried to write from your prospective Because you make me All am and with out you im lesser I swear to god girl Must be blessings Something sent from heaven I Love the fact That I can feel you Even when we texting And I dont give a f*ck If any nigga think this sweet Because i'm rhyming inside this booth Like it's just you n me I love to think about the Woman that you trully be At times i dont deserve you baby truthfully Cause I done told some lies In the past girl but things have changed I swear to hov you was the light Inside of all this rain And when i think about you Then it's easy to ease my pain I just close my eyes And I think about how far we came Im sitting back having vivid visions of my past I see my good times and i see my bad I see my broken heart i see my laughs My happiness is just As rare as a camera flash Life aint easy I swear this shit a make you spazz It got me swerving Got me feeling like i'm bout to crash Heavy emotions My mind is on its fucking last In throwing rapid ass punches While im smoking gas I fight the balance of reality It's up for grabs I see the fakes and phonies In the fucking grass Im stepping slowly Like im stepping over broken glass You heard me snap But u never ever heard me spazz These words im spitting Yea they feeling like my fucking last Feeling like Timmy I'm just wishing for a fucking pass Feeling like Jimmy I gota go I gota blast Growing weight on my shoulders Nigga im bound to crash Im looking forward But i still can't find a path I'm reaching back Tryna cover up my own ass I stack the paper Like paper plates Nigga f*ck the glass I'm a young black nigga With a tough past As i step you gon hear Them 808's blast Powerful motions yea I'm feeling like a wave crash Bringing emotions to the table In a body bag My eyes closed But my minds twenty/twenty men