Aliens

The solar system in your words I wish I savoured everything I heard You left me stranded on the earth You never said you loved me but you told me this could work So you stepped inside the rocket I stood outside knowing that we rocked it Saying goodbye has never really changed But this time I felt feelings I can't explain The engines kicked in and I lost my footing Back against the ground, at the stars is where I'm looking I smoke another one but it ain't doing Anything to stop these feelings spewing at this crazy viewing How would I feel if the rocket crashed It's all the same I guess you're gone And that's that Another part of me is in a rat trap Suffocating at my neck, I just want you back But I can't love you if I held you back It shouldn't, but It's making me regret and that Should I have held on to the rocket till we reached space? Till I couldn't breathe? tilL I couldn't see straight ? Blurry lines we kept dancing on em Strictly con dancing on em Blurry lines we kept dancing on em I wish I put my glasses on em Communication getting dim we needed radios But I doubt "come in" and "roger that" could of saved it though Insecurities telling me "3 you don't trust again" But how am I supposed to stop myself when she was "just a friend" Still I'm on the floor I remember whispering this life is yours as you left my core Imagining you looking out the window of the rocket ship in awe Waving one more time One more time One more bye I hate my imaginations lies You didn't look back when you left me for the skies