Breaking

God it's so heartbreaking Hard to take in That my heart was mistaken It's fucking flagrant Fought so hard, hardly made it I've been patient But I've been wrong for fucking waiting I've been facedown on the pavement God it's so heartbreaking Hard to take in That my heart was mistaken It's fucking flagrant Fought so hard, hardly made it I've been patient But I've been wrong for fucking waiting I've been facedown on the pavement I've been Blacked out Lucky I didn't die or go to jail I've been off the handle Off the fucking rail Had to drink about it I'd been so unwell I tried to see someone because I needed help You tried to see somebody and it didn't help, huh How we end in court for a protection order Since you blocked me in October I've been living hell How you go five months with no word Hit up the law like you're so sure Then hit up my line like you're so hurt And what I do Offer my shoulder Shoulda been colder but no sir Wanted you back Wanted closure Always been good with exposure Never at keeping composure God it's so heartbreaking Hard to take in that My heart was mistaken Fucking flagrant Fought so hard, hardly made it I've been patient But I've been wrong for fucking waiting I've been facedown on the pavement