Darkness

You couldn't ask me for the day I've been blacking out for months I know you're grateful for this peace And I can't breathe without these blunts The withdrawal's been so severe Like I depleted all my funds See the addiction holds me here When the tobacco hits my lungs You couldn't ask me for the day I've been blacking out for moons Tryna find you in the code I sit and try and bend these spoons You couldn't ask me for the day When all I know is darkness How dare I call you heartless When you're the sun that warms the harvest You couldn't ask me for the day When it was written in the stars It was cosigned by the gods The whole universe was ours You couldn't ask me for the day I done lost all sense of time Every minute blends the same Every second press rewind You couldn't ask me for the day It almost didn't come I asked you to stay and all you did was run I asked you to pray and all you did was nun Holy water saint, I can't be the one Holy Gemini, blessed be your name And blessed be this pain Blessed be your crown and blessed be your reign And blessed be the game I pray for you and pray for us You pray for me and pray for lust I pray for you and pray for love All the shit you gave up on All the shit we could've done Everything we could've been Everything I gave within Memories that came and went Memories that fade away Just don't ask me for the day You couldn't ask me for the day I've been blacking out for months I know you're grateful for this peace And I can't breathe without these blunts The withdrawal's been so severe Like I depleted all my funds See the addiction holds me here When the tobacco hits my lungs You couldn't ask me for the day I've been blacking out for moons Trying to find you in the code I sit and try and bend these spoons You couldn't ask me for the day When all I know is darkness How dare I call you heartless When you're the sun that warms the harvest You couldn't ask me for the day