Trying

I get that things expire And everything's supposed to die But come on feed the fire Or go and cut off my supply The things that we desire You think are based upon a lie In all that you require I come up short on every try I get that things expire And everything's supposed to die But come on feed the fire Or go and cut off my supply The things that we desire You think are based upon a lie In all that you require I come up short on every try I'm trying to forget The tears and the torment The feeling euphoric The feeling is horrid I'm bleeding, it's pourin This beating is sore and Demeaning and boring The meaning is foreign Baby I miss it I wish shit was different My efforts meant nothing When being inconsistent My words have meant nothing With you being distant And you being pissed, and I wish you'd just listen Listen I've been on a mission Trying to dodge your dissin Trying to fit position Trying to feed addiction Addicted to the vision Division doesn't add up To sum it doesn't matter I get that I get that things expire And everything supposed to die But come on feed the fire Or go and cut off my supply The things that we desire You think are based upon a lie In all that you require I come up short on every try Try and try again I'll try and die until I can't Your silence tortures me for weeks I hold my breath until I rant Send you text I shouldn't send Arguments that never end I'm so tired of playing pretend I'm so tired of being your friend I'm so tired of playing nice I'm so tired of begging twice I shouldn't have to beg for love I should just take my own advice I should just take my heart and go So give me back my heart and soul And you can keep the memories And we can just be enemies I get that things expire And everything's supposed to die But come on feed the fire Or go and cut off my supply The things that we desire You think are based upon a lie In all that you require I come up short on every try