Alone Now

You said you didn't want me years ago 'Coz you said you didn't want the sadness You knew times were tough, told me to suck it up 'Coz your boyfriends around and you don't want a sound from me You don't want me to eat Starved myself 'til couldn't breathe I was on your mind 'til couldn't see your hands around my neck Tears flowing down my cheek, you wanted to get rid of me You tried to kill me in my head Times are changed now I'm alone on the table you left me on You make me wanna cry about it But I can't stand being an outcast of a broken boy You saw me laugh and cry but you took the pictures standing there Eating wasn't fun for me but you didn't take the blame You threatened me with the blade but you can't stand my pain Cut myself out of the memories intertwined with dark-end feelings Tore me apart with every stare judging my weight but it's not fair Even when I lost weight you still wanted more from me Can't you admit the fact you ruined me Or is it secret and bittersweet? I can't the stand way you look me Oh I, couldn't breathe I guess I'm alone now, I guess I'm alone now I guess I'm alone now, now, now, now, now I guess I'm alone now, I guess I'm alone now I guess I'm alone now, now, now, now, now And if I can't take it no more would you be out the door And as I've forgotten about you all And you're out of my life 'coz you can't suffice Why can't I get out of yours?