I'm A Failure

I'm such a failure, I'm such a failure Oooh, I'm such a failure, I'm such a failure I'm such a failure, I'm such a failure Oooh, yeah, ayy I'm a failure and I know they don't care about me That's a fact and I know they really never want me Thoughts of dying in my head are slowly hurting I don't wanna be in control, I don't wanna fall apart I wanted fame and I wanted riches Turns out I wouldn't make this People saying I am gonna kill this But I knew I wouldn't make it I know they always fake it Yeah, I'm all about the sad times, sad times All about the sad times Bad lies, bad lies They just seem to criticise All the time, all the time I just really wanna die Turns out they wouldn't care if I go and die, yeah It hurts, it really does, yeah Talking bout the confidence I wish I really had, yeah Never took the chances of hurting myself now Been pushed off the wall yeah I'm so so damaged They never really cared, oh man that hurts Always wanted changes of dying Tried quitting but it never works They still effect me anyways I'm still a failure I'm a failure and I know they don't care about me That's a fact and I know they really never want me Thoughts of dying in my head are slowly hurting I don't wanna be in control, I don't wanna fall apart I don't wanna fall apart but they keep hurting me I don't really need the fake people in my life All I'm tryna do is be the better person I don't wanna really be the only real burden You are the only one that's hurting me This is why I never seem to trust people Cause they always seem to get away with things like this I'd never really forget this Cause you put me in this pain Sad ones are the bad ones Friends are the nice ones Fake friends are the sad ones You never really thought about the Bad lies, bad lies All about the bad times I just really wanna die I'm a failure and I know they don't care about me That's a fact and I know they really never want me Thoughts of dying in my head are slowly hurting I don't wanna be in control, I don't wanna fall apart I'm such a failure, I'm such a failure Oooh, I'm such a failure, I'm such a failure I'm such a failure, I'm such a failure Oooh, I'm such a failure, ayy, ayy