loser!

Oh no, I'm a loser Been through heartbreaks and pain I may have caused them, yeah it's my fault Always seems to be so why not own up for it? Once or twice I'm negative I am left so lonely in myself Once or twice I'm negative My sadness burning inside I don't understand why they would do it I don't understand why they would do it I don't understand why I would do it I don't understand why I would do it I wanna die, I wanna do it I wanna cry, I wanna do it I don't understand why I would do it Crying through the pain I really didn't mean to drain you The seventh of may was the worst pain It was worth it since I was the mistake (Oooh) Oh no, oh no, I hurt myself again I'm trying to get all over the pain (Oooh) This isn't me now I don't want to be left lonely Take it back and let me die slowly It isn't me but past vents kill me I don't want to be left lonely Take it back and let me die slowly I wish that dream was always real, real I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry I don't deserve to be treated nice I don't understand why they would do it I don't understand why they would do it I don't understand why I would do it I don't understand why I would do it I wanna die, I wanna do it I wanna cry, I wanna do it I don't understand why I would do it Oh no, I'm a loser Lord, why did I choose her? I didn't mean to cry, all my pain hurt her