Bipolar

I know you think you understand me, and then I fuckin' notice When I'm not around you, I can tell my heart is gettin' cold The way you lookin' at me, and your speech is gettin' bolder If you feel a lil' different, baby, please don't make me hold up Think it's time to face my fears Don't know why I'm actin' weird Need my own mind to be clear No more cryin', fuckin' tears, fuckin' tears A nigga really love you, and I just be tryna show it And I can't really tell, I got your heart around my bogus Thought you grabbed my heart just like a chair, and then you fuckin' fold it I think I fuckin' lost you when my door gets straight to close I know that I'm bipolar Girl, just lean on my shoulder I can tell that you've been hurt Baby, please just know your worth Know your worth Can't get up in my feelings, I don't think you wanna know Before you, I was hurtin', I was fuckin with a hoe And she drive me for a nigga, mind you, nigga was my bro I say this cause I never had a girl like you before No more pain, girl, I can't maintain I think I'm insane Cause I can't maintain, maintain You're not free I know you think you understand me, then I fuckin' notice When I'm not around you, I can tell my heart is gettin' colder The way you lookin' at me and your speech is gettin' bolder If you feel a little different, baby, please don't make me Think it's time to face my fears Don't know why I'm actin' weird Need my whole mind to be clear No more cryin', fuckin' tears, fuckin' tears You're not free You're not free I can't maintain, babe, I can't maintain