Dark Days Interlude

Had to say it though text, I couldn't tell you in person I been going through some shit, and this distance is hurting And every little time that look in your eyes, I smile, oh I smile Cause I ain't felt loved, since my grandma had passed Know this life is full of blues, thought it was green as some grass I be missing all my bros, miss the times that we had Wish that I could get them back Sitting here, tears stains as I try to write Man this world is so wrong, Ima make it right Praying through these dark days and all these lonely nights Knowing Ima prevail, Ima fight with all this might And you don't get it This ain't for amusement, this how I express my feelings My whole world at a tilt, it's like a fidget how it's spinning Had my hands on face, brain in abyss, contemplating about rap, yeah Hoping people would mess with it, or sit in my face and just laugh, yeah It was eating me up inside, so I told both of my parents Now I'm taking off like a rocketship With no thoughts of landing Cause I'm the chosen one, oh that's me And I'm gon be someone, hope they see Oh, when I'm all alone, I get all in my zone Feel like my demons fly away when I make all these songs My heart right on my sleeve, so they can see my flaws And no I'm not perfect, but I'm still working Hoping God protect me, cause the devil still lurking, woah